What if all that you’ve felt all this while was but an illusion or a desire to reach where you are not destined to?
Have you loved enough?
Or should you at all?
Maybe you’ve found yourself this guy. Maybe you’ve loved him more than you know of love. But now that you are figuring out your own broken pieces, you know you deserve better. No, not a better man, but better of what he has been to you. Better of all that you’ve blindly put into him.
You find out that you’ve silently agreed to a vague present and how that still seems better than all that you will ever receive.
Do you pity yourself?
Out of all things, you remind yourself to appreciate and celebrate what is meant to be at the moment. You don’t live in the moment but these moments find life in you!
You remember to make yourself some dessert and walk yourself a night. You sing to what makes you happy, dance to the rhythm of the blues in your heart and you never let that crown fall off your head.
You never forget to appreciate yourself even if a man does. Mostly then.
Yet you have not fallen out of love. Maybe you never will.
Maybe all that they make you feel is a passing phase but remember, you are here to stay.
P.S. I took a month long break and wrote this last night on a journey back home from a trip. I’ve missed this space and I am hoping to hear from everyone here in the family!
Thank you for reading.
Never let the words fall short! 😊